I am writing today in this blog as I have been so very inspired and need to share it. This particular post is not channeled through any particular angel, but is coming directly from the insight in my soul. It is just something I need to share.

The more I keep connecting to my soul, the more I realize I could never put the bricks back up that use to cave it inside of me. It always lived inside, but I created a barrier so strongly around it, that is prevented me from authentically being ME. So I found other ways to identify what I thought was me. Once I realized none of all that "stuff" that I thought was me, was bringing me truth and happiness, I had to lay my sword down, and bow my head in loving surrender. I had to realize that I could never control my soul without creating tremendous pain in my being. I then had to pick up my sword and start cutting the very tight bindings that bound me up, one by one. When I look at how I looked Clairvoyantly, I looked like a mummy of sorts all wrapped up in patterns, behaviors, comfort zones, fears, insecurities, and inhibitions. Inside of all that a fire rages, it burns from the inside out, and I smolder, I burn to let my soul pour out shamelessly. So the journey began when I couldn't take it anymore.

Through the journey of energy healing, counseling, all kinds of therapies, what had to happen was as all these healers, teachers, and mentors, held space for me, and taught me from their experiences, I had to have the courage to look at myself without judgment, releasing myself, stepping through those boundaries I established to protect myself and create what I perceived as safety. I had to thank them as I released them, for all that they did protect me from, all that they taught me. I started to loosen some. The real me started to pour out, light shining out from the cracks in my shell. There was no turning back. I had to keep going. I had to bring others with me. I was unfolding, unraveling, my petals were opening. Anchoring into this within myself has brought such sweetness into my life. I wanted others to taste it to ignite their own fires. This is the journey of The Soul Purpose that I created. This past year the insights I get directly from my own soul have been tremendous in directing my life. I can see everything in all these fields and patterns of energy, around people, communities, groups, etc.

For example, today I was at my local Dunkin Donuts to get my 3 year old daughter a chocolate doughnut. I saw this man that works there emptying the trash. He waved at me in the driveup as he knows me, and he is such a pleasant soul. He is very feminine, often dressing sometimes like a woman for Halloween. He always has his nails done, and his hair often looks much nicer than mine. He obviously is more comfortable in his skin being transsexual. He has the most beautiful features. I often catch myself staring at his beauty. The one thing he brings to this local Dunkin Donuts, is he makes the best coffee. He also is so spirited and open, he is in integrity with himself that he brings joy to others, and people fall in love with him. I have also heard and seen others that have a hard time with his sexuality because it makes them uncomfortable. So today as I saw him walking back to the building I saw all these zig zaggy lines shooting out from his energy field. I looked wondering what I was seeing, and then it all got impressed onto me. I saw his gift to the world is shooting those energy lines out into this rigid energy field built around what we feel is appropriate and acceptable. His energy breaks through these strong beliefs and rigid thoughts, that create such up tightness in our thinking. His energy is helping to shatter that field. I saw such beauty in that moment, of him playing out his soul and life purpose so perfectly. It brought tears to my eyes. It brought out such a huge feeling of love from within.

If your Soul is calling to you, as it always will, it will call and call and call. It will never remain quiet. I urge you to ask for the strength to go within with compassion for yourself, and just put out an intention to connect. All you need is a seed to plant, and this intention ripples out from you, creating synchronicities to draw all the right teachers, healers, mentors into your life to assist you. My Soul has never let me down.

Throughout life, I have communicated with my angels, spirit guides, Ascended Masters, and realize they were pointing me inward to connect to my Soul, which in the total of it all is my own Master, my biggest Guide and Teacher, from where I receive all my greatest teachings and inspirations. All that we seek externally is within ourselves, leading you back out again to share with other souls, and meet in that interconnected place of Love and Oneness. True Bliss!

Much Love & Light.
Jessica

Channeled Angelic Message from Uriel - May 16, 2010

I have been coming to know Archangel Uriel these past few months. It isn't that I never called in his energy before, but I always worked with my intimate group of guides and Archangel Gabriel. I communicate with the archangels when I do readings and get to learn about their unique energies. Lately I have been feeling Uriel coming in very strongly. It has almost become comical. When I read about him, I find writings explaining him as being a gentle angel. I have to be honest, that my experience with him has been far from gentle. He has quite the sense of humor, and he is very strong and direct. He is the one who got me started on this blog. Anyway before I get to a channeled message from him as I can feel him pushing me, I have to share a story about him. When he does come through to me, he gives me a lot of mental imagery. I have mentioned to some clients the image of a rototiller digging up the ground, and lately he has been coming with the image of a bulldozer. I can almost see him driving it! It seems that he is on the path of knocking down the old and bringing in the new. So today I go to teach my Connect to the Angels Class, and when I get there I hear the sounds of jack hammering around the building. I thought to myself, "Oh NO! How will people meditate in this racket!". The students show up, and it seemed that the noise stopped temporarily. The workers must have gone to lunch. On and off the workers would make noise, but it seemed the class created its own energy of peace that we weren't overly distracted with the sounds. Then we get to the part of the class where I have the students do channeling through writing. I was chatting about Uriel and how he has been waking me up and so forth. I started guiding them into a meditation, and a very loud sound of a bulldozer kept interrupting us. I had to start laughing as I realized it was Uriel making a grand entrance into my class! It shifted the group, and once we did get going the noise seemed to leave again. Now to Uriel as I can feel that all to familiar quickening of my heart and pulse. See below for Uriel's message :)

Greeting Beloved Souls! I come today to bring a message of inspiration to guide everyone now into a new energy. There is much negativity in the media, there is much focus on Mother Earth, and all the natural disasters and human made disasters. Seeing here suffering is bringing pain, anger, blame, and frustration to many. We are seeing poison being spewed into her beautiful ocean, and there is a feeling of helplessness and exasperation. This all is perceived as heavy and evil. It is testing everyone. Please trust lightworkers that this is part of our Dear Mother Earth's experience and all of yours as well! Look beyond the perception of it, into that it is all part of a bigger plan. Mother Earth is shifting, and growing, and transforming. She is shaking off lots of old energy that no longer serves her and all that is happening whether it be earthquakes, volcanic eruptions, tornados, or the oil spill, is part of her journey into transformation. Are you ready to transform with her? It is a critical time now to look within oneself and release what no longer serves you. Release attachments that are valueless in the higher realms. What do we value in the higher realms? We value unity, each other, friendship, love, and the interconnectedness of all things. There are many beings of light within all the dimensions, and we look on the earth with compassion, and we send our light and love. This is a calling for all of you to bind together in love, and forgiveness of all your misguided perceptions, to forgive those around you, to see the souls in each and everyone of you. The ones that it is harder to see it in need the most love sent their way. When you can find that interconnectedness between each other, then you can shift into a higher space. This is a pivotal time. Many light beings are surrounding your planet offering all the love and support possible. You are not alone. Things rise to the surface before they release and are healed so all this turbulence you are witnessing is part of the healing. Do not participate in fear and damnation, and sacrifice. Peace and healing come in binding together. That power comes as more and more shift together and love unconditionally. We Light Beings are putting the pressure on! We see your divine potential, and know that your success and healing is imminent. We are calling louder now, as we need everyone to step up to the plate. We need all lightworkers to become spiritual warriors and dissolve fear. Fear is only a misguided perception. Connect to that place that is your soul and know that you are whole, and will always be home in Divinity. This urgency all are feeling, the shake ups many are feeling in their personal lives, is all part of a greater shift, a letting go and moving back into authenticity. When things don't feel authentic, one cannot stay in that energy any longer. It is okay to say goodbye to things that are no longer serving you. As you move forward into a higher space, you open an invitation to others to follow and so it goes on. Everyone takes a leap forward. So I leave you with this as I had a lot to say. Do not judge all that is happening. Trust that it is as it is supposed to be. Bind together with those of light mind and shift the world with your own courage and journey to heal. Love blindly and fearlessly. You will soon earn your wings! This is Uriel Fire of God.